To prove I am not insane

[Astros]

"I just bought a $4 million dollar home in Connecticut (Greenwich, where a lot of wealthy white people who I hate very much live) and my wife is working while I am playing DotA but all I care about is why 30 players on ENT always ruin my DotA games when I join!"

[minger1]

this whole thread is a cautionary tale, and I just fed another response into it.. oops

Too many ppl on here hating about jazzy's complaining. I personally get rock hard everytime jazzy posts a complaint on this forum.

Jazzy's depression = Bolbol's euphoria

[nitromon]

Jazzy Jazzy Jazzy. You're one of the few players that I remember when I use to play here. I've always enjoyed playing with you, whether we win or not, because that's what it is about right? Getting away from the shit in this world to where people who share a common joy in gaming can have a community.

You know why I left? Because this place is a toxic hell these people have created for themselves. It's so sad you know? I haven't been back in this forum for like 2+ years and I look through the posts, wow... this is one SAD place, where all these people are trapped here in this toxic environment and I would say unwilling or unable to get out because they don't know or have anything better. Every forum here, every post, just a bunch of insecure little kids comparing dick sizes through how fast they can click the mouse or keyboard button. If that is the only thing a person can boast about in life, I pity them.

There was a time when this place was great. People were great. I've met so many people here that I would call friends even though we've never met. But as little by little the good ones leave, by good I don't just mean skill, I mean personality. And you are left with people that you see in these forums, who really don't give a fuck about any of you, themselves, and literally trapping themselves in this perpetual toxic hell.

Leaving this place was the best thing you can do for your mental health. That would be my advice for you and everyone.

Good luck Jazzy.

[Frank]

Jazzy Jazzy Jazzy. You're one of the few players that I remember when I use to play here. I've always enjoyed playing with you, whether we win or not, because that's what it is about right? Getting away from the shit in this world to where people who share a common joy in gaming can have a community.

You know why I left? Because this place is a toxic hell these people have created for themselves. It's so sad you know? I haven't been back in this forum for like 2+ years and I look through the posts, wow... this is one SAD place, where all these people are trapped here in this toxic environment and I would say unwilling or unable to get out because they don't know or have anything better. Every forum here, every post, just a bunch of insecure little kids comparing dick sizes through how fast they can click the mouse or keyboard button. If that is the only thing a person can boast about in life, I pity them.

There was a time when this place was great. People were great. I've met so many people here that I would call friends even though we've never met. But as little by little the good ones leave, by good I don't just mean skill, I mean personality. And you are left with people that you see in these forums, who really don't give a fuck about any of you, themselves, and literally trapping themselves in this perpetual toxic hell.

Leaving this place was the best thing you can do for your mental health. That would be my advice for you and everyone.

Good luck Jazzy.

I'd actually sympathize for you a little if only you didn't pick the only person that negates your whole cry for help sob story to side with. But it makes sense for victim mentality to flock together.

Hope you feel better getting that off your chest though.. seems like 2 years is a long time to carry that around.

[Jazzy3113]

I'd actually sympathize for you a little if only you didn't pick the only person that negates your whole cry for help sob story to side with. But it makes sense for victim mentality to flock together.

Hope you feel better getting that off your chest though.. seems like 2 years is a long time to carry that around.

Frank,

You act like i dont want to have relaxing and competitive games. Since you've come back, youve played about 100 games. You consistently played very well, mostly carried or above average. You have played below average some games. But there is only one game where you literally ruined for your team and made it impossible to win. One game out of a hundred where you were tons of levels below your teammates, fed hard and had a terrible creep score.

If it happened to me once in awhile, its variance. When it keeps happening, whats that called. When you or zjarr or chimps keep having "off" games constantly on my team, it would turn anyone bitter.

https://h3rmit.gr/stats_ent/game/12254956

[Frank]

I feel honored to be grouped up with such legends

[EdteOfChaos2]

Oh hey, I remember Nitromon, he was the one who plays Spectre by rushing Dagon. It's no wonder he gets flamed.

I have never seen Jazzy make Dagon on Spec, so he is actually objectively better than Nitromon.

[Astros]

Jazzy Jazzy Jazzy. You're one of the few players that I remember when I use to play here. I've always enjoyed playing with you, whether we win or not, because that's what it is about right? Getting away from the shit in this world to where people who share a common joy in gaming can have a community.

You know why I left? Because this place is a toxic hell these people have created for themselves. It's so sad you know? I haven't been back in this forum for like 2+ years and I look through the posts, wow... this is one SAD place, where all these people are trapped here in this toxic environment and I would say unwilling or unable to get out because they don't know or have anything better. Every forum here, every post, just a bunch of insecure little kids comparing dick sizes through how fast they can click the mouse or keyboard button. If that is the only thing a person can boast about in life, I pity them.

There was a time when this place was great. People were great. I've met so many people here that I would call friends even though we've never met. But as little by little the good ones leave, by good I don't just mean skill, I mean personality. And you are left with people that you see in these forums, who really don't give a fuck about any of you, themselves, and literally trapping themselves in this perpetual toxic hell.

Leaving this place was the best thing you can do for your mental health. That would be my advice for you and everyone.

Good luck Jazzy.

Literally no one feels like this except you.

We take ENT for what it is, a quick-and-easy solution to get a few games in without any other expectations.

You're going off a huge tangent about some emotional psychotherapy.

You've "always" enjoyed playing with Jazzy? Could you at least attempt to try and lie so you could sound more credible?

Like here you are, randomly, without anyone remembering who you are, trying to vouch for Jazzy and claim we're the ones being toxic.

Most of us know who each other are. The only ones who get consistently reported are the trolls. Yeah, there are some bad players but most of what we're saying is harmless bantering. We don't wish Jazzy any harm or personal woes. We're critiquing his mentality towards the game. No one would say a peep to Jazzy if he never said a word about anyone so it's obvious Jazzy enjoys and welcomes this banter. And this goes for most other players... It's just banter. I wish everyone well outside of this game but once we're in the game, I would like for the players to put some more effort into the game so that the 9+ other players get a good game in.

If this game affected your mental health THAT MUCH that you felt the need to say it on here, then yikes, you have bigger issues to worry about than ENT. Play your games and move the fuck on.

[Jazzy3113]

https://entgaming.net/openstats/game/12257743/

Take your guys advice. Don't talk much anymore. But what does it really change for me?

roundingw purposely doesn't choose clock cause hes on my team. 8 levels below everyone else.

8888 goes 0-9.

blueneme is normally such a great support, but refused to gem for some reason.

nicolas_cage fed and talked all game.

Im lowest elo on team, with most kills and highest level.

Did not say one word all game. People still ruined to troll. And the funny part was both pudge and dirge said I made them play poorly and lose. If not talking and whining doesnt make people play well and not ruin, whats the harm if I talk in game?

[Jazzy3113]

https://entgaming.net/openstats/dota/game/12257835/

Check this one out.

At start of game, troll super baller talks shit to me.

Proceeds to ruin.

The best part? Ifck refused to kick him!

LOL. Am i a prophet? How could I know before the game the one player who would ruin?

Very next game? Plays normal.

Let me guess? Its variance! People have bad games occasionally! LOL.

[Jazzy3113]

Very next game: https://entgaming.net/openstats/game/12257838/

Ruiner lina from last game plays normal.

Frank and wayy both ruin. I have never seen both ruin, let alone the same game. unreal.

i bet astros or edte will say, people have bad games, it all evens out lol. imagine if frank or wayy played normal. sigh. its so retarded for 700 elo player to be best. i dont even talk much anymore, still am trolled. MADE A new account, still trolled. i dont get it. why cant people talk smack but still play hard. why the ruining constantly? how is that fun at all?

[Frank]

From: Jazzy3113
Recipient: Frank

take it easy franklin, i just like arguing and talking crap. I know u didnt ruin on purpose. shhh, dont tell my secret and tell people im just having fun trolling.

this was jazzy a few days ago in a pm, i wonder what others think is this a lie because it sure as hell doesn't seem like trolling to me. to me it seems like a madcuzbad situation. but hey lets excuse it as trolling til you tell us otherwise mr "theyalwaysruinforme"

heres my deal to you I will entertain your questions and concerns and answer w/e questions you have about my "ruining" but first you need to get at least 1 person from all of ENT to agree with you. it shouldnt be that difficult since according to you its glaringly obvious that im ruining here.

[Jazzy3113]

From: Jazzy3113
Recipient: Frank

take it easy franklin, i just like arguing and talking crap. I know u didnt ruin on purpose. shhh, dont tell my secret and tell people im just having fun trolling.

this was jazzy a few days ago in a pm, i wonder what others think is this a lie because it sure as hell doesn't seem like trolling to me. to me it seems like a madcuzbad situation. but hey lets excuse it as trolling til you tell us otherwise mr "theyalwaysruinforme"

heres my deal to you I will entertain your questions and concerns and answer w/e questions you have about my "ruining" but first you need to get at least 1 person from all of ENT to agree with you. it shouldnt be that difficult since according to you its glaringly obvious that im ruining here.

Frank will at least engage with me to discuss if I am constantly trolled, just so bad that I am uncarryable, or a combo of both if at least one person will agree. So this is my attempt to convince at least one person that I am trolled more than the average player. Let's literally use the last two games i played for my brief example.

First game was this: https://entgaming.net/openstats/dota/game/12257835/

Right from the start the troll baller starts going in with me. 1200 elo, so should be top 1 or 2 or at least 3 player on my team. Plus he takes lina, a strong hero.

As you know i complain, but not randomly. If no one is ruining, I dont say much. So for lina to just start berating me was annoying, but I bring it on myself. Who cares if someone rags on me if they play normal. During his yelling he hinted he would ruin, but since ifk was in the game I felt confident he wouldnt and risk a ban.

As you scan the game, you will see he ruined hard. He went afk, fed, and was underleveled. A complete ruin. But hey, ifck is in the game right? Even if Lina pretended he fed and was low level due to a bad game, he couldnt talk his wat out of afk right? Wrong.

I guess ifk is friends with lina. So no ban, and a 1200 elo player was the runaway ruiner. Also, other annoying things. Rounding never goes clock on my team, and ifk let desertisland go mid with es when he was nort. So annoying. Are those ruin? No, but these minor points play a role into the next game.

Next game: https://entgaming.net/findstats.php?id=12257838

So this game, my teammates from last game are against me.

The lina who said they would troll me the prior game at the start and indeed ruined by any definition you wanna use was slark and played well. Ifck played well again, but was much better than on my team. Rounding chose clock his best hero.

So could lina have had a terrible game and then a great game? Maybe. But he said he would troll me, and then did? Rounding was an ineffective LC for me, but then his normal clock? Ifck was much better second game? I mean cmon.

On top of that, the second game i had frank and wayy. Did frank totally ruin like lina? No, be he didnt play well and died 15 times. Did wayy ruin? Yes, and he is a good player.

As a 700 elo player I have no business have most kills and highest level. Thats silly. When do u ever see masterpain, best nick, peggy, 888, grimly, scubasteve, zika, super baller or nubi dubi have the most kills and highest level? Seriously though when does that ever happen? I dont think im a pro. I listed players the same or higher elo than me. The players listed have higher elo than me. All of them. And yet they are never the highest level or most kills.

Now, Frank will say things like, score doesnt matter. I just kill strike, I never assist or help. Its hard to expect people to watch entire games, but I was a 17-11-15 player that game. I had 15 assists, and i was highest level on my team. Meaning I was around alot of team fights.

Anyway thats my a quick snapshot Frank.

Im a 700 elo player, yet I find it odd i tend to have really good games, when none of my 700 elo bretheren do. And i truly feel players like the lina/slark player like to troll me. Normally the high elo players do what you did in our game. Not outright ruin, but random or take a silly hero and dont play their best. Lina outright ruined, which was unusual and blatant, but i agree not uncommon.

But things like rounding happen to me alot. Like he rarely goes clock for me, or pay rarly goes meepo for me. Or against me, frank you will get like spec and carry 4 clowns. But for me you random. I think before game started, u even typed u were checked out and were not gonna really try.

thanks for listening.